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.Tuesday, April 29, 2008 ' 8:21 PM

Tiring yet unproductive day of depression

Things haf turned out so bad dat i am almost on the verge to back out even before trying. I still rmber i said to motivate the class during CSM: Participation is more impt than winning cause participation comes before winning. =)

Why am i unable to keep waiting? This has made me ask myself quite a few qns like do i really like her? Am i doing this because everyone is doing it?

I am super confused liao...


Putting aside the confusion i shall tok abt wad happened today. 6G (most of it) ran 2.4 today. I was first among everyone there n my timming is 9.32min. This sucks... although i beat xiaotian n even lapped many ppl but i carn make myself to feel happy for getting the A so easily cause i noe this is not the freaking timming i wan.

I ran 8.55 before n i was distracted by emotional thoughts after the 1st round. Before i could focus on the run the damned sun had to poke its head out n i totally had no mood to chiong anymore so i started jogging with the aim of getting a noob A.... so i can escape frm this place!

So its 30/30 for napha this year... again. SO? ='(






Y do i think so much, must it be so complicated? I deeply regret wad i haf done in the past... its coming back to haunt me... n i am so helpless against it.








Can u hear it, ...? ... The screaming of my heart. Others cannot hear it. When two who does not trust each other fight together, they only damage each other's power. One who believes in nothing but his own power cannot understand that. Can you trust me?

I'm putting all my powers in your hands. Use it how you wish. And give me strength!

A sorrow no one can understand nor share..


And About me

The name is
Xue YuYu
Delivered to this damned world on
18th May 1991
He is male;
stands at 1.79m and weighs 78kg
No. 14
If you want to know more about him- xue_100@hotmail.com -mail him
smile =], thats what you should do
get lost if u hate me, saves time mate ;)

And wat i love


rugby&wushu
people who respects him

And wat i hate

✖ =\
arrogant people backstabbers gays

And wat i want

☻ =D
wish to win something as a HwaChong rugger
wish to win a medal as a HC wushuer wish for straight As
wish for 1.82m height
...oh, & abt a thousand things more =)

And th sad l0ve craping


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And BYEBYE


And picking up th past


And THANKS!

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