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.Sunday, August 31, 2008 ' 10:26 PM

4D@2007

I bring you.. 4D@2007 with our dearest form teacher: 刘老师! <3 everyone


:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

A sorrow no one can understand nor share..


.Saturday, August 30, 2008 ' 10:45 PM

away for mugging

I sprained my ankle today!! :( Somemore its after the rehersal ended lar! I feel so dumb..

Now I'll focus on healing it and I'm gonna chiong my Chem and Physics revision le! =]

A sorrow no one can understand nor share..


.Friday, August 29, 2008 ' 10:37 PM

Another day to celebration

Happy teacher's DAY!!! =)

I was late for school today cause I woke up at 8 today. I went at 9.30 because I thought we need to submit econs which I did till 1 last night. Managed to catch the MAD performance but missed ge fang's :(

Had OCIP meeting and I have a feeling that its gonna be quite fun =] We were told to do some research on Shanghai.. lol nice one I bet few people will do lar. I went back to high school with the 4D ppl after that. Saw Ms Pek (still Ms.. haii), Mrs Seck, Mr Tan, Mr Sim, Ms Yap and and Liu Lao Shi!!!! =) Around 20 ppl turned up and we went as a class, so bonded right? :D

Went to eat, play cards etc.. and I freaking slept from 5 to 8!!! What a pig I am lar x.x And I had this super strange dream of my 2 kids and I trapped on a snow capped mountain den I was telling them not to fall asleep at all costs. Suddenly my mind blanked and my past flashed past my brain as I fell into a deep slumber. Several of the angels that have appeared in my life came to say gdbye.. den I woke up.



The stupid bball court no lights today then played in the dark.. and someone got injured cause of a series of happenings: crossover-screen-screener turn-I turn-crossoverer attempt breakthrough-I tap ball-screener fall-trip crossoverer-crossoverer fall-I fall --> 就是这么偶然 xD Talked a load of shit with the ppl and I think what they've said is extremely true.. hmph >:( its makes the whole world sound so materialistic and depressing lar!

Tmr's rehersal 1 and I hope my ham string is not gonna ache and I can do the falling part properly :S And woonyang we better meet up someday to train our coordination.. screw up and I'll really kick ur ass ><

Haii I miss rugby!!! I hate mugging for promos, cause its feels weird to suddenly turn muggerish when you've been playing cards everyday after school :x


A pic from RSAF visit...
We like boys... esp ppl with "for show" muscles cause they're hot and yet weak to bondage! =P


Okay lar I think I should still mug, lame =.=''' Current mood: sian Sian SIAN

A sorrow no one can understand nor share..


.Wednesday, August 27, 2008 ' 11:49 PM

No subject post

Saw this somewhere so i decided to complete it.. the results are very surprising indeed =]

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.



haha i'll take that with a load of salt man... ><

A sorrow no one can understand nor share..


.Monday, August 25, 2008 ' 8:19 PM

Fuck

Damn

The word that describes my day.

我亲眼目睹你对着我边痛诉边流泪.. 那一幕是多么得让人寒酸呀. :'( 也许你不知道,你今天所说的一切已无声地将我那拼了命而忘却不了死去的曾经一点一点的挖了出来. 哥呀,要振作, 从新找回自己. 虽然我多次提醒过你世上有更多值得你去呵护的人而你总以你那句:"爱一个人最重要是忠心"讲我说得哑口无言. 你以为我不知忘记一个泥深爱的人士多难吗? 我们男人就是这样, 明知她与我之间不会有结果但总是依赖着那渺小而又仅剩的希望和信念存活着,坚持着. 你说得对,忠心的确是最重要的,就聘你这颗赤红的爱心,我挺你到底. 就算失败了我还是会用我那老话安慰你:"天涯何处无芳草?" =)


Why did i choose to post in Chinese? Because Chinese is the only language where such thoughts can be properly expressed.. only those who have posted will understand

A sorrow no one can understand nor share..


.Friday, August 22, 2008 ' 10:19 PM

Crappy day in sch

Haha, I am retarded..

I am damn bored in school today. Painful reminders of my past has left me emotionally naked and my face totally became Jay-like for the entire day. I fell asleep during math.. ha.. and "my" new ARES pullover got goped!!! ROAR and I became more gloomy for the rest of the day. Usually I wun be so stingy but but there is something different today so I guess I'm sorry if you got a cold shoulder from me today :(

Played hearts today, found it rather interesting.. and wads more interesting is how someone can be so caring towards someone even while playing cards. xD Oh and I saw like 4 couples in school today, all damn sweet lar!!! Yay sweet scents everywhere =D

Its soon gonna be holidays but I dun feel any relaxed. Pressure's building up and I am damn worried for physics and math.. I should go mugging more often =/ Anyone interested in mugging sessions tgt?? ;-)



I wan an Ipod!!! so i can listen to the beautiful melodies and fall asleep when lectures get too boring :X


This post is getting crappy.. and i seriously ran out of things to blog (my memory is failing me again) =_= lalala

A sorrow no one can understand nor share..


.Tuesday, August 19, 2008 ' 10:25 PM

Shuaiqi...

The past few days has been extremely tiring..

I should be doing GP compre but oh wells.. I'll make this a short post ^o)

Getting praised by others is not always good cause for people like me I dun think I deserve those beautiful words. But I still have to thank you lar CS, it did boost my ego by a little :D.. just a little >.< Oh and I am really not good looking, so you should pour your words on lixiang instead (cause i think he needs them more than I do) xD

I still think some people in this school are dangerous.. paranoid me.. and they are damn freaky esp when...... Nvm it doesn't matter as long as they don't annoy me.

Nowadays many people's been telling me I like to give the emo (expressionless) face. I think I do look very hostile in that look but too bad I think its the most suitable expression for me so too bad if you find it scary, lalala

Shuaiqi...

A sorrow no one can understand nor share..


.Wednesday, August 13, 2008 ' 10:18 PM

Spirit of Olympism

I think I enjoy my current state of life, semi JC semi sec 4.. Its like I can study really hard when I need to and I'm able to participate in every activity I'd have went for as a JC me. Sounds really confusing.. but you juz have to know that I love what I have now:)



Grats on China for hosting such a successful opening! I muz say I've enjoyed every moment of the ceremony cause its like.. I am still a Chinese although officially I'm already a Singaporean.. and I bet share the same excitement as any other Chinese around the world.. it holds an especially deep meaning for every Chinese around the world! =]



And happy be-lated 43th Birthday to Singapore! :D It feels extremely weird to say that cause this is my first time wishing Singapore a happy bdae as a Singaporean >< style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><3 Singapore :D

Sooooooo many happened and I'm juz too lazy to blog abt it.. seems like ppl would rather see your thoughts rather than your actions on online diaries. Ha, I've got loads of thoughts but I'm too lazy to share that too >< another time bah.. when I get pics on GEMs!





My hair is still standing aft spamming shampoo.. all thanks to Fanli.. who took the effort to play around with my hair using Maf's wax. "she felt clay wasn't enough and it was fun" =.= lalala I dun think I need any clay tmr liao.


Byebye! <3

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.Wednesday, August 6, 2008 ' 9:56 PM

My past is dark and gloomy.. and I'm gonna make my future more colourful!

Let me talk about that I reflected about myself today - My past




I can still remember how I used to emo whenever I was defeated.. that would be when I sit alone between the steps and promise myself I wouldn't be such a weakling, and I'll win with pride the next time.. My dad used to say that was wrong cause we are all humans not god.. and my reply would be that I believe piaing will bring me closer to the point of becoming god-like. As you can see, I was very insolent and innocent last time. What I'd always wanted was to remove my limiter so I can soar!

My heart would be swallowed by the devil occasionally when my desire to becoming stronger overshadows everything, which includes my morals.. then I will commit sins and regret like an ass after everything. Haii.. I should really apologise to everyone whom I offended last time. Forgive me for my dense nature.. my negligence and my recklessness :'( I juz wasn't gd enuff



Ok, time to change the atmosphere.

As for today,
I got back my Physics lecture.. 20/33.. sian!!! :( One missing square resulted in an 8 marks loss, WTS man! I should seriously stop complaining like an immature kid man.. as if I don't know crying over spilled milk is useless.. Urggghhhh =(

I've found back a bit of my old self - the guy who pias whenever he feels he isn't gd enough (often). I hope this is gd because I really want to get stronger and better so that I can raise my head high when I walk (yes I meant walk as in walking). Promos are edging closer man.. My stress is growing and I predict I'll survive it with gd grades (juz joking nia).. a pass in everything is gd enough! =D




我讨厌面对冷肩..

A sorrow no one can understand nor share..


.Monday, August 4, 2008 ' 9:17 PM

为什麽爱上你的人是我... emo boys n girls!

In love with 曹格!!! I am Gay!!! Yea GAY!!!! XD

沉默玩具




变成一个影
隐藏了自己
爱情困难呼吸
我是沉默玩具
执着对你无限期
模糊我自己
不愿升上白旗
输了你的游戏
你和他对街拥抱 我看到
为什麽爱上你的人是我
为什麽一厢情愿的人会难过
为什麽对你舍不得 总是我
爱上你 需要那真情意
收在日记里

寂寞天天不休息
让甜蜜全也忘记
幸福不再美丽
可是我会在意
为什麽对你舍不得 总是我
还是你 需要那真情意

真爱你的人会难过
为什麽对你舍不得 总是我
还是你 需要那真情意
收在日记里



The part after 爱上你, 需要那真情意 AH~~~ - the falsetto is damn nice!!! :)))


Oh my.. its been 2 years since I last fell in love with this song and now the love is reignited!! Nice songs aren't only made up of nice melodies but meaningful lyrics too! =)





Okay.. I'll write some words of encouragement for our dear CS. Cheer up man, I don't know if talking to you helps but I really support you and don't give up easily! You've put in so much that you may not have realised that you are actually killing yourself in the process but you do stand a greater chance than anyone you know??

"Love transcends everything else" so believe in yourself, don't give up so easily on yourself when everyone hasn't given up on you! :D



(oops what I've just said is in sharp contrast with the song lyrics and I swear I didn't mean it. I really found the lyrics meaningful -which means its a super good emo song!)



A sorrow no one can understand nor share..


.Saturday, August 2, 2008 ' 10:41 PM

A battle's coming... its gonna be totally different from here onwards

I just started my service at a new church.. cool place!!! Its freaking big lar. Father John Paul is damn nice, although he looks a bit monkey-ish (he is damn nice okay?!) I've got to meet many new church mates today.. thanks to Michael aka Tianye! You've seriously got a cute nick leh.. so you better think of one for me! :D I've decided that I'll go to the somerset church when I'm free but when there is a test in the coming week I think I go the St Mary one.. sorry HC buddies! ='(

Rugby gym training is gonna pump my chest muscles up man! MY chest is freaking aching like @#$ n my fren told me soon it'll grow muscle.. YEA!!! Train hard guys, we'll improve as a team and win as a team de =)

Watched Dark Knight with zupeng last night and I totally enjoyed it man! I personally think the highlight of show(non-spoiler): Convict on boat acting as if he want detonate the bomb den he threw the trigger out of the boat and went to a corner to emo. Damn CUTE lar! haha.. the movie is not only about high tech. weapons (although they are freaking cool) but about moral issues. It made me reflect a lot cause I'm those kind who will put myself into the character's shoes and I'll think about what choice I'll make..



For those who haven't watch this movie.. you should really try free up one day and check it out! 9/10 for this excellent superhero thriller! :D


I'm going to mug chem non stop tomorrow and own in debate on Monday! :) WCLK.. you said that we should be on our guards cause all 骄兵s 必败.. I'll prove to you that the situation is 知己知彼百战百胜 :)


Enjoy the calm before the storm.. next week is going to be extremely busy so hang tight my dear Friends! My commitments are stacking up and I think I am ready so bring it on man! I'll beat the heck out of You, pressure! x.x


Okay.. its time for me to sleep. byebye!!! <3

A sorrow no one can understand nor share..


And About me

The name is
Xue YuYu
Delivered to this damned world on
18th May 1991
He is male;
stands at 1.79m and weighs 78kg
No. 14
If you want to know more about him- xue_100@hotmail.com -mail him
smile =], thats what you should do
get lost if u hate me, saves time mate ;)

And wat i love


rugby&wushu
people who respects him

And wat i hate

✖ =\
arrogant people backstabbers gays

And wat i want

☻ =D
wish to win something as a HwaChong rugger
wish to win a medal as a HC wushuer wish for straight As
wish for 1.82m height
...oh, & abt a thousand things more =)

And th sad l0ve craping


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And BYEBYE


And picking up th past


And THANKS!

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