ooohh,its' rainbow fish!! ;x

My leg healed miraculously!!!

Woots... haven't felt so 爽 before. I played bball today!!! Roar.. but got one part damn embarrassing lar! XD I think I missed a total of 8 shots nia and while I was playing a couple was playing on the same side of the court. The girl kept looking at me then I felt damn proud of myself.. like kobe cause I kept scoring and stuff. Then I started doing a load of guailan shit.. obviously must score lar.. after the match I heard her telling her BF my shirt can see through de :| "GOSH" lol... wth? Okay lar... not that embarrassing since its not fats shown wad "O.O!"

haha off I go to study le! This should be the last post until promo's over!~~ Bye ppl! Do tag if you are free :D Miss ya <3

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My heart skipped a beat on "real" MAF

Some extremely overdue pics taken on MAF x.x

wushu performance (jitiquan) SPOT ME!!! (shouldn't be hard o.o)

Ending pose.. yiquan lagged xD

I was drunk... didn't notice the cam :X

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Just read up about the human heart on wiki.. interesting.. I realised I used to have palpitation when I was in 24 drums. My heart beat may sometimes resonate with the beats of the drum.. then sometimes when I think of those siao siao stuff my heart will also start to beat damn fast. Its not those err panic then you have the nervous heartbeat but its like my heart is ramming itself against my ribs O.O Sounds cool eh?

Look whats written here: "Palpitations can also occur from blood loss, excessive pain, or lack of oxygen" ... :( Its related to Atrial flutter (the one MM Lee is suffering from) and that thingy can cause sudden cardiac death D: Don't be surprised if I collapse in school anytime x.X

I just got to know that today is the real mid-autumn festival.. yes I am lag.. HC must pushed the MAF celebration 1 week ahead cause they want us to start mugging early (killer promos?). Damn it.. I haven't finish chem and physics after chionging for like 2 weeks! Sian must pick up more pace liao..finish all sciences before I pump all my reiatsu into math! >.<

Okay off I go for MAF celebration at my parent's fren de house.. sian cannot mug le!!! (o.O? look whos talking)

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Enjoying the tranquillity at present

This week is finally over! So relieved lar.. SPAs done.. GP test(make-up) done and I think I've got high chances of getting a pretty decent score between A &B. =) Wrote 9 errors for chem and 5 for physics.. I must be mad, damn kiasu! xD The smell of Propan-1-ol is.. damn gaowei lar!!

Saw a damn funny pic of Mr Loo drawn on foolscape the other day and I was telling Caishuai about it today.. haha! Its damn gao3 xiao3.. "HARHARHAR" But we still <3 him for all the nice things he did to us (hints and being linient etc) =D

Today was almost a perfect day for me except being late in the morning :x I was almost happy the whole day.. damn focused too!!! Managed to finish work on time.. wrote gd essay.. cheered up a very sad friend ;D.. did some heart to heart talk with a new friend and I finished a huge load of revision work.. HAHA I rock!!

Studtalked with yuhui :D and it was really enjoyable since I was able to enlighten her =) Hope you make the right decisions and errm... haha =X I wasn't able to do it at first but just one last word of advice: 相信自己(..真爱就在我醒来的新世纪) =.= OKAY THAT WAS DAMN LAME.. forget it please!

I shall listen to Mrs Leo and work up my way to the top :) I'll strive and achieve as much as I can de!!! 130% of hardwork... all the way man!

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bites lips and prepares for the ultimate

135 is a very special number.. okay random

Congrats, u succeeded in getting a rise out of me.. bagus you happy now? :X

Okay anyway, I had a damn good sleep on the way home just now.. so good that I nearly failed to wake up :S

Everything has settled down le.. I'm at peace and on my way to getting promoted :D (I'll win the bet de) I want to achieve as much as possible in JC and I see how I can achieve that.. I'm more focused liao

Studied with cs & hanwen in the library today.. the school library has cool sound effects! haha. It was rather productive cause I managed to finish the second econs SRQ and the new chem revision practise =D Witnessed some trigonal planar relationship at the same time.. haiz.. why must some people interfer in this kind of thing? Be reasonable and if you've got to give up then just let go like a man la!? Okay I'm not making any sense so I shall stop this..

Talked a load of crap with cs hw and maf after the study session.. played truth or dare and exposed quite a bit of secrets from them.. now I'm gonna tell everyone!!! ^^ Joking nia

Okay so then I had this good sleep on bus. End of story.. Mock SPAs tomorrow :( lalala zzz

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The moodswing subsides

Thanks to the great buddies I have.. I think my moodswing ended =)
My moodswings are totally random de but nevertheless they are always invaluable learning experiences.. what’s more it belongs to those ephemeral kind.. so I can transform back to the old blissful self!!!

Had loads of trouble practicing my left hand layup today cause of the stupid ankle.. its damn swollen! As a result my ego is totally deflated now ) :<

Feeling damn guilty cause I played hearts today.. while waiting for consultation lar.. but there turned out to be no consult (scammed by Hanwen) !! ROAR -_- wth

Slept like a pig from 6 to 8 then did my health checkup.

Now chionging Econs essay plan.. haha damn sian :(

Someone enlighten me? :D

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Hoho... its 3.08 now.. I better sleep

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Melody of the 心雨

Melody 脑海中的旋律如此熟悉
爱着你求你听我唱完这一段旋律请不要离去
Melody 你是在我脑海不停的旋律
爱过你我的心里只能无言叹息
Melody 无数动人音符在生命里
爱过你失去后我才知道要珍惜你

My heart is in Chaos... I dunno how many times I changed my decisions over the past few days. Its driving me crazy :( My heart is wads driving my actions instead of my thoughts.. its totally out of control. I see my own 双重人格.. its ugly and I hate it..

I hate the rain... though I claimed its pleasant. Rain is the source of sorrow.. 心里的雨如果能变成天上的雨滴那我的雨永远下不完

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Wanna smash some WALLs

I did some 小扫除 and cleared up all the piles of notes lying around. Now my desk looks neater :)

As I was packing I looked through all the notes and test papers from sec4. I thought of all the teachers and the sec4 days. Damn nostalgic :') I regret not treating this year's Teacher's Day seriously, which was only 2 weeks ago!?! As I went through the different topics.. I had a flashback of my sec4 life.. I owe each and every one of them too much and I want to tell them that! :( Thanks my dear teachers :D the yuyu today isn't good at expressing thanks with nice words but yea.. I love you all... 我不能保证将来能有多大的成就，更不能说我要回报你们，但我唯一能做的就是牢记你们的教诲，做个有用的人 =D

Ahhaa I juz deleted this portion of the post cause I realised .. I shouldn't complain so much or else I'll regret not treasuring something :D"

Now when I am doing Chem revision lecture questions.. I keep making stupid careless mistakes and whenever my dad points it out I feel damn stupid and my face goes O.O?!!!!!!

Heck lar!!! I'll just try my best and do as much as I can today.. not urgent anyway >.>

I think I'll change shoe lace tomorrow? xD RANDOMMmmm

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MAF rocks my socks(ankle guard)

Paiseh this is the only pic i can find.. thanks to Chejian =] you did an excellent job :D

Oh and get well soon Nat! Rubber boys dun get injured easily (x

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Final decision: Perform.. Quote from jiaolian: die die nevermind :)

But my parts lacked burst and wasn't fierce enough. I was distracted.. my mind raced before the performance and I swear I tried my best to clear it.

I've admit that my resolve always fluctuates and sometimes I become super decisive (wad u call 绝情) den sometimes I become a weakling. I look down on myself =\

Okay bakk to the performance.. I heard some ppl murmuring my name when I came out for the ji ti xD "wonders who? Own up kay? :D" Den many cheered when I kicked woonyang's butt >.< Haha! Yuhui told me it was damn comical.. haha my idea leh =)! Okay lar we did rather gd this round. From today's experience I must say that jiaolian really loves us a lot! <3 you too, jiaolian! And.. get well soon Enyi =] Dun injure yourself next time le lar!!

Had a drink with Cai after the performance.. to sorta 借酒消愁. I got rather tipsy and my face turned super red. According to gayzi I smelt of alcohol x.x Went for mass dance after that I must say what really bonds us is the songs cause we get to hold our frens and express our care for them through the lyrics.. nothing beats that man. Well done Councilors :D

Okay pics nxt time.. if there is any taken :X

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MY fking right ankle

My ankle has not recovered =|

Now what?? Should I perform? I hate to make decisions.. esp those that affects others de (well who doesn't?)

Damn.. negative thoughts are racing through my mind now. I keep imagining how I'll screw up and sit on the carpet and cry like a baby !@#$% Shit la

Ankle guard.. never use before.. will it really lessen the pain? I shall give it a try tomorrow. All the best to myself. 在这种时刻，我才发现，我唯一能信任的人就是我自己。 I trust myself to make the right decision tomorrow =/

I need slp now... I need to recover! Gonna pump all my powers into healing it tonight :| God bless me tomorrow!

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Pre-FOS stress

I'm falling sick.. rahhh I'm gonna go sch tomorrow for consult no matter wad! Weakness go away, shooooo!!!

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My ankle is almost alright le... thanks for ur care, teachers frens and ... everyone! :D

I wan perform!! I dun wan screw up :x
I wan play for 6G on FOS and win champs..

>< I've got a feeling that if I perform on Sat I may further damage my ankle.. den I won't be able to play on FOS le! :( Howhowhow?!?

When I study the teams from other classes.. the more I research the more I think our team isn't that strong. Oh man there are only 3 in the current team who are enthu about FOS and our class only have 5 good players.. which means we have no reserves =/

I'm wondering which 2 to pick and train :S

"someone volunteer himself.. pretty pls?"

lalala.. mug first bah xD

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