ooohh,its' rainbow fish!! ;x

Rugby is <3

Hi guys! :D

I should be doing math tutorial now but who cares.. =.=

I officially joined Rugby liao! yea! Feels damn weird to have 2 sports CCAs but who cares man. I really like the training today.. trained passes, learned tackling and play touch. I scored my first point!!! Damn ecstatic now :)

School is seriously damn boring.. all the lectures are starting to sound like some chanting and I keep falling asleep after 20 min into a lecture :X Oh man, I've got so many areas to catch up on lar! I think i better change church or else the traveling time of 2 hours will simply kill me.. sorry church buddies ='(

I'm starting to feel the stress coming upon me as promos get closer.. don't know if i should transit into the full force mugging state now. It may be too late.. Haizzzz I detest promos, you suck you suck!!! Okay, I sound damn childish.. I'll mug like some jiao after trainings stop =) and I'll pwn you! xD

Never lol to PROMOS! (lol = person with raised hand up to surrender)

Ok.. enough of the lame stuffs le.. i go do Hw le!
Rugby n Wushu are <3!

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filler

I am being over friendly to people so do I 回到过去??

Crazy..

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亲自送到你的面前

Originally performed by: 张雨生

蝴蝶結

烫金的滚边　墨绿的绒面
对称的折线　贴紧中间的圆
搁置在角边　不怎么显眼
却让我惊艳　气质的特别
看了一眼又看了一眼
总是不能忘记那一种感觉
转过一圈再转过一圈
终于还是回到玻璃橱窗前
电话的那边　啜泣与哽咽
情感在翻飞　逃不过伤悲
握在手里面　话已到嘴边
静默又吞灭　最后一丝机会
看了一眼又看了一眼
总是不能忘记那一种感觉
转过一圈再转过一圈
终于还是回到玻璃橱窗前
想把手上这个蝴蝶结　亲自送到你的面前
别在秀发间　然而现在这个蝴蝶结
却静静躺在心灵的深渊　再也不会
别在你鹅黄衣领边

Here is the most imba voice (i think so.. and u better agree ><)
蝴蝶結-卓義峰

(I think the line, "亲自送到你的面前" is damn imba.. rephrase: fking IMBA)

A million thank yous to harry... u revived my interest in 卓義峰.. His album in August is now a must buy for me!!! Everyone support Support SUPPORT! :D

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I <3 yet carn

Posting in Chinese is ~~not~~ emo..

不知为什么最近很烦，每天起床不是不爽就是空虚.. damit

I've lost control of my mind for days..

I've been quite derogatory towards many ppl these days n i really owe them an apology plus show them more respect in the future. I shld reduce my teasings n think more in other's shoes..

I may look v ebullient n insouciance but i've got a much darker side.. n it revealed itself to me on Friday. Even i was shocked by how angry i got when Hanwen niaoed my eyesight n Ahtong made a remark on my singing.. Efforts frm trying to suppress my sian diao mood (which i haf nicknamed as inner hollow =.= ) haf completely gone down the drain.. n i'm v guilty dat i actually felt damn shuang n proud of myself aft venting my anger on them

How??? I dun wan become someone controlled by my hormones.. i haf to regain my sanity n be my normal zealous xyy! God bless me.. this is the first time i'm asking smthing frm u, u wun reject me wun u?? =)

<3 on fire for u Jesus!

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Haiz.. i'm feeling damn guilty for killing a cockroach juz now. I'll pray for u, 小强, 祝你早日投胎做人! (做人很好 meh?)

K, show time!!!

I've got negative demerits!

Oh btw the most recent demerit is the one where i escaped the spot check! =) Aint u juz so proud of me?

I dunno how many of my readers believes in horoscopes but i'm someone who reads them daily. It may sound childish but its really fun! The horoscope for singles always goes: dun be jealous over couples canoodling.. treasure ur time as a single who has the freedom to do all u wan. Horoscopes for couples goes: tolerate ur honey's strange habits as they may be an oddball but they r ur oddball! Power struggles are never desirable.. I find them useful in preparing me for a real steady relationship nxt time albeit the repetitive nature of those few replicated sentences.

May consider changing blogskin soon if my dear visitors still face the difficulty of accessing my blog.. removed the Imeem alr but doesn't seem to help leh..

Ending off with a quote frm someone: Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. But today is a gift!

Okay gdnight everyone! <3

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Topicless

Haf a look at my econs essay comments..

lol... lame conclusion (WTH)

Screw blocks man..

I twisted my ankle again.. during bball again, which is kinda expected cause i had weights training with the rugby ppl n how the ** can i play bball aft dat! L:OL

i'll make gd use of this weekend to revise n catch up! Jiayou to myself..

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Tyco shiz

Ehh damn sry to those hu called me today!!! =(((

I totally daoed my phone today n it ran out of bat..

I'm always get this feeling dat i look damn stupid whenever i step into sch.. weird.

The hair n attire spot check failed to catch me again.. yes again.. n the opportunity cost was reaching sch on time. I oso dunno y i always wake up late when there is spot check on dat day.. damn tyco ;) Wdv man.. i haf many merits to help clear the demerits soon =) This is the 3rd time the spot check failed to catch me.. wad the hell lar.

Juz saw the smb msg saying negative demerits will be reset to 0. Haha shuyan u'll be damn sad man... -21 demerits leh!!! I feel sad for u.

I shld really start mugging b4 its too late.. hell to blocks n lets face promos!!! =D

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原谅我

原谅我　必须假装爱错
别让时间逗留　我怕说不出口

原谅我　没有解释太多　心痛
别无所求　彻底忘了我
爱原来有舍得

我爱过　我才懂

原谅我的不足，我的无能，你和我是不会幸福的。不是你不好，你很完美，是我不配..

If its fate dat i'll live to regret not believing i'm gd enuff n treasuring the opportunity den so be it.. my life was never meant to be perfect :')

穿越红尘的悲欢惆怅
和你贴心的流浪
刺透遍野的青山和荒凉
有你的梦伴着花香飞翔
今生因你痴狂
此爱天下无双
剑的影子水的波光
只是过往是过往

Forget n carry on with life..

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Happy happy annoying day

Ok time for a summary of my block results:

DDSSS

Its S house!!! OMG!!! =.=

The only thing i'm happy abt is dat i din get U for phy.. well wdv man, i'll start mugging for Promos n i aim for a BBBBC.

Stupid rain stupid rain go away.. rain=wet floor=noball=T.T

Erm owned some guys today aft the floor dried.. okay lar it wasn't cause we pro but they noob XD

And heres the pics of the funky shoes of brotherhood! =)

random arrangement

side by side

side view

my gd buddy! Zupeng! =)

haha dats all byebye <3

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overwhelming sianness

Sian - the only word i felt in sch today.. n i am overwhelmed by it

Met Chejian on my way to sch this morning. "we were both late" n we both had econs so we talked n i realised i haf a really damn nice 大哥. 3 cheers for Chejian!! :D

Had math (which i paid 120% of my attention) n got bk my GP compre aft dat. 26/50. To many in my class it was a gd grade but i beg to differ. Although i noe i screwed my compre like some jiao but anything below 30 is a firm cannot accept. Well i hope my compo can get a 34? LOL... i muz be dreaming again

DAMN SIAN LAR!!! Y carn i walk like other normal ppl? ='( It sux to be unable to get down stairs without the railings. I feel like a crippled! N the way i walk was called posing too.. wtf lar, i carn even walk properly how to pose? Y am i always called a flirt, playboy, poser? I dun noe 1/2 as many gals as most ppl do, i dun go ard cheehonging like some toot, i dun cheat gals' feelings n i dun haf the looks/body to pose!!! ROAR

Had no trainings today but carn go gym with the rugby guys either cause its simply impossible for me to gym any further with the whole body feeling so damn sore. X.X owned..

Maybe.. i said maybe.. i shld listen to yuhui n stop playing bball for a while to let my muscles heal. Somemore its damn not shuang to play with certain ppl cause they fking like to solo n make the team lose last min.. no naming of names here. Shld haf won all 4 matches today den in the end won only 2.. diao

Mood- chao sian.. someone salvage me frm this sianess pls

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An update out of nowhere

I juz realised my previous post was saying i'll post a pic of my roasted face on the blog.. sadly my face is black alr, haha no more roasted tomato le. =)

I felt damn sian today.. right frm the moment i stepped into sch. The weather was damn "nice", much to my chagrin.. n i nearly fell down 6+ times today cause my brain was totally filled with the words: sian... wth... =.=... cheebong etc. LOL how silly lar! Slpt thr 1/4 of the 2hrs of chem lab/tutorial n felt really guilty of it so i finished math 9c aft dat.. Screwed Phy SPA cause i lost my pencil (to my astonishment) n i had no idea how it can disappear when i was using it juz before the SPA during Chem lecture. x.x So I had all the other things except an empty graph paper. XD Ha wdv lar, heck mock SPA!

Today was a reflective day for me too. I shall not get into any unnecessary relationships in JC no matter wad (unless its fate lar).

"The bak part is so damn redundant aint it?"

Well i think its not gd to be extreme so ya. 1 major factor for such a decision is cause i think whoever's my gf (no matter who) deserves someone better lar.. i haf no looks, no grades, no future, not nice etc. Yea so dats y.. plus plus plus i haf many supporters! Singles ftw!!!

As for my blocks, my grades changed to S n S, which means i'll juz haf to pray n beg for phy now!!! haha, oh nos, how can i be so happy when i am getting bak GP tmr? Recent convos with my GP tcher isn't gd enuff for me to tell how (badly) i did. -.- Wdv.. i'll juz save my tears for tmr when i finally see a U.

I'll finally get bak my fav coach LI JIAO LIAN!!!! I'm gonna fall in <3 with wushu once again! The flip side of this is dat trainings r getting tougher n my legs r aching like some jiao lar.. haha i shall quit complaining abt wushu cause this "small" amt of suffering aint NEVER enuff to stop me frm bballing! =)

Bball matches these 2 days were like sai cause i carn run 1/2 as fast as i used to lar.. only stand there shoot like some toot. As the saying goes: practise makes perfect, my shooting improved. :D But den again.. i feel dat this is still not gd enuff n i aint prepared for FOS yet. Muz work harder n learn new techniques (like dunking =DDD).

K i shall update more often... with pics (hopefull)! <3

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Sabb-Block result-bball post

OK since harry requested for an update i shall do it before my deadline.. LOL

Sabbs were fun, i knew many ppl inside so it wasn't awkward at all. Special thanks to ppl like jieyang chester edward marianne jon yeo shi xuan yumei etc for making it a gd course for me =)

Man i muz upload a pic of my roasted face tmr lar... its juz like a tomato lar!!! Ok, i shall tell whoever thats gonna ask me wad happened dat i am blushing cause he/she is damn hot.. XD Hopefully the skin dun peel off or else i'll start to look like i ate cornflakes. =/

Oh man i freaking failed my chem paper lar... 2 marks to a S. That makes me the 2nd highest U in my class... grats to shengkun for being the first... LOL. I seriously wonder how did our chem rep. get 90+ lar. Lady luck muz really like her man. I hope, pray n beg dat i can get at least a S for physics cause i heard 2 Us for blocks n ur parents will be informed. OH man, juz imagine the amt of kaobeing u get if u dio 2 U lar. Horrible..

I wanted to go down to shoot a few shots this afternoon but it turned out the ppl there wanted a full court game of 6 v 6. 无缘无故 joined them. Our team the coordination damn gd, played two matches of 11 points. We won both with the score of 11-5 & 11-3. There were gals so i din really go for the rebounds but i made 4 steals n scored a total of 9 points n ard 7 assists. Played 3 v 3 among my teammates den i got a team where i was the only forward. At first we were losing like 6-0 in a 7 point game. Lol, den i meng diao made 1 shot n scored 5 in a row. The prc ended the game with his brilliant ally (which is an assist from me lar! haha). Totally owned this afternoon. Learnt many skills from Abul while playing on his team so now i am damn GAY (happy)! =)

As for now i only hope for my knee to recover so i can do a 2 legged dunk in the JC courts. Bball ftw man!

<3

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