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Friendship

As my true frens noe... i am someone hu will willingly die for my frens.

Here, i will talk abt wad goes on in my brain when i am dealing with others.

First,

I always hope others do well and there r only a few ppl i dun hope so. If they dun do well and its because of me, i will feel bad and blame myself. Wads more i might be held responsible so i would rather he do well. If they din do well cause of their lack of responsibility/control/luck/hardwork... then i would feel bad cause i din put in my best to correct them thus causing their failure. Furthermore, it would be easier to get along with these ppl if both of us do well =)

Thus i hope dat everyone does well in wadever they do.

Second,

I dun get jealous easily... even if i do i dun show it. If someone does better than me in certain areas i would clap for him (no jealousy) but if that area consists of only one thing/person den it would be hard to say. Afterall we r all boys and fighting for gals is a common thing at the age of 16. Another thing dat makes me jealous is the existence of ppl who dun do much yet gets more attention (our sch has one). Gays disgust me =(

Its hard for me to get jealous and emo but when i do the effect is extremely big.

Third,

Working hard is wad we shld always do. There are a few reasons y i work hard (some ppl call it mug) n they are: to win others, to attract attention, to achieve, to serve. E.g I study hard to win everyone in class (which i did) or even top the sch and i set goals to achieve them later. The act of attracting attention is smthing which i haf to admit i am fond of doing. I love attention juz like everyone else cause it makes u feel "high"/ "power" and great after recieving lots of attention or compliments. I do dat often but i never dun always recieve the attention i wan. With my short lifespan of 70+ years, i haf to do smthing right? If i wish to achieving as much as i can, i hafta work hard and prove myself (so called 脱颖而出). Last of all, i strive to serve the ppl i care for... esp my frens. For these past few weeks of working, i haf realised their importance to me. Real frens dun tok to u for any purpose - they tok cause they r ur frens & they care abt u every now n then. Whether its to kill boredom... discussion... tok cock... gossip... true frens wun reject ur offer of starting a convo =)

I treasure all my frens but i will die for true frens (

Thats abt all the things i wanna say... stay cool my frens =D

A sorrow no one can understand nor share..