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Thoughts and more thoughts

Sometimes I dunno if I do things because I really care or I'm afraid. Its like parents caring for their kids. Some parents care cause they really care but some care cause when their kids are fine they're at peace. I think I am afraid.

Just days ago, I barely saved a friend my getting knocked down by a bus and it set me into thinking why did I do it. It was just that moment when my reflexes kicked in and my arm went forward to drag him back from the road. He said he won't have died anyway and that was what made me think. I can't really remember when I started to be so concerned over lives around me but I'm quite sure it was in secondary school. Whenever I go to foreign countries my senses tell me to not trust anyone and watch out for any dangers at all times. In the end I don't really get to have much fun. I remember I was always the one who alert people of cars and sometimes drag them away from that split sec of danger. People don't really think that's a big deal but I continued to do it. That's when I started to think why did I really have to protect lives. When I saw the guy wanting to commit suicide I could have left him alone to die. Why was I such a busybody to go fight him and risk getting killed myself? Its not exactly a protective instinct from me but its not exactly fear. I guess it may be a mixture of both?

Had a really boring day on my off day gyming and playing a game at night. You can't really call it a game if I was to judge it cause there was some sort of show going on.. quite lame to talk about it. I find my friends really fun to hang out with but when they use me to see a show it gets quite annoying. The annoyance level isn't up to the level of getting pissed but its won't do anyone good in the end.. esp when it involves a third party. I think I made myself very clear but its up to them to interpret how far am I gonna play along. I'd love to have a bit of fun and probably watch some "shows" but I sincerely don't wish to hurt people (even if in the end I get hurt).. just in case and in any case I don't really care. Jokes are okay but please don't cross the line.

Gotta sleep soon, have gotta work tomorrow..

A sorrow no one can understand nor share..

The name is
Xue YuYu
Delivered to this damned world on
18th May 1991
He is male;
stands at 1.79m and weighs 78kg
No. 14
If you want to know more about him- xue_100@hotmail.com -mail him
smile =], thats what you should do
get lost if u hate me, saves time mate ;)

❥
rugby&wushu
people who respects him

✖ =\
arrogant people backstabbers gays

☻ =D
wish to win something as a HwaChong rugger
~~wish to win a medal as a HC wushuer~~ wish for straight As
wish for 1.82m height
...oh, & abt a thousand things more =)

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