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All of a sudden I am back into blogging. I just sprained my ankle from basketball again. Totally incoherent.. ahh whatever. I feel damn sian cause it seems that whenever I am injured there is no one there who really cares but whenever others are injured I am always the one who brings them the treatment. I know the people I know are not with me when I am injured but its just this sudden loneliness that makes me really sad.

Looks like I have no real friends too, except the few buddies whom I hang out or study with. I haven't really found someone that I share all my thoughts with.. with the closest being SS, who sometimes can be very annoying too!!

So I sat under my block for half an hour or so thinking why is my life turning out to be like this. Was I always putting up a tough front when I should be asking help? Well this time I didn't give the people playing with me a chance to help cause I knew all they could do was to show some words of concern.. nice enough but too bad it won't help. I seem to lack trust in others and I do like to take things into my own hands. If that's the reason why I am friendless (I seriously hope not), then I'll end up friendless forever.. sad! I sound rather immature here.

This sorta reminds me of another person who once told me he had no friends too, I tried to be friends with him but I don't think I'll ever want to get closer to him cause I can't really makes friends with anyone who doesn't return my kindness. I can't really stand people who are so called "zhong se qing you".. hate to confess but I may be feeling this way cause I've never been in a serious relationship so I'd never know how zhong se I'll become.

Err back to what happened after I sprained my leg. I got back home after i iced my ankle and my mom was the first to notice my sprained leg cause I was limping but the sad part came when she asked whether I needed a plaster! Don't know whether you should call that cute or ... =.= err I shouldn't badmouth my parents. So I carried out all the healing procedures myself and that's true for all other injuries I have sustained in the past.

Isn't it quite sad if you live life this way forever?

A sorrow no one can understand nor share..

The name is
Xue YuYu
Delivered to this damned world on
18th May 1991
He is male;
stands at 1.79m and weighs 78kg
No. 14
If you want to know more about him- xue_100@hotmail.com -mail him
smile =], thats what you should do
get lost if u hate me, saves time mate ;)

❥
rugby&wushu
people who respects him

✖ =\
arrogant people backstabbers gays

☻ =D
wish to win something as a HwaChong rugger
~~wish to win a medal as a HC wushuer~~ wish for straight As
wish for 1.82m height
...oh, & abt a thousand things more =)

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