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.Sunday, October 26, 2008 ' 10:23 PM

Looking on the bright side

Super nice song by JJ:



泪水将我淹没
到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉这段感情
我才终于明白
奔不到的承诺 就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
我才终于明白
奔不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我不爱
我不痛
我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷
请告诉她
我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她
我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

别告诉她
我还想她
就让沉默代替所有回答



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While walking home alone today.. a question suddenly poped up in my mind: Why am I trying so hard??

Guess what? I don't fucking know..


All I can do is.. try my best to be more optimistic =S


27/10

Got damn sian.. freaking emo. I was so damn depressed the whole day la! Why am I such a loser?! I've got so little compared to others and no matter what I do it just won't work out :( The sucky feeling got worse upon returning from friend's house. I went for some midnight bball and it made me happier cause I got so tired from practising lefthand and crossovers that I lost track of my thoughts. Tried to think postive on my way home.. I'm actually quite blessed because there are so many who are facing more severe problems compared to mine. At least I have a few friends.. I'm promoted.. I have enough money to keep myself =D.. I can do sports so I should treasure all these.

My dad left for China to visit my parents' 媚人 (in other words, without her I won't exist), who is suffering from cancer and her conditions are catastrophic. I feel so bad for not going with my dad because I really want to say a big thankyou to her for making me possible. Now I can only pray for her to hang on tightly to life.. all the best aunty :) Although its just 2 days since his departure, I'm already starting to miss him.. I feel as if I lost him forever and it just hurts me so much :<.. I'll tell him how much I miss him when he comes back and I'll never argue with him le! So much on being a good boy.. I shall start by sleeping earlier tonight :D

A sorrow no one can understand nor share..


And About me

The name is
Xue YuYu
Delivered to this damned world on
18th May 1991
He is male;
stands at 1.79m and weighs 78kg
No. 14
If you want to know more about him- xue_100@hotmail.com -mail him
smile =], thats what you should do
get lost if u hate me, saves time mate ;)

And wat i love

❥
rugby&wushu
people who respects him

And wat i hate

✖ =\
arrogant people backstabbers gays

And wat i want

☻ =D
wish to win something as a HwaChong rugger
wish to win a medal as a HC wushuer wish for straight As
wish for 1.82m height
...oh, & abt a thousand things more =)

And th sad l0ve craping


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And BYEBYE

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Kwanki
Maverick
Mengxiang
Mr Loo
Nicholas
OG 29
Renxuan
Sheena
Shunxiang
Sijie
Tianye
Vanessa
Woonyang
Yilina
Yuenying
Yuhui
Zhenyang
Zhihe
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And picking up th past

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